my mind twisted in madness and insaity i can't express,
why am i always strugaling and fighting to be the best,
because when its all sad and done nobodygives a fuck,
the good book lied so i started to rip it up,
suddenly i felt a presant that made me feel shame,
asken me why am i doin so much for the money and fame,
i look around and saw no one but my shadow,
i should have been baptized but the river was to shallow,
where did i go wrong what path did i take,
i seem to have strade off in my mission to be great,
perhaps it was fate perhaps it was my own doing,
i joined the military hopeing to see the light,
angished and sad while preachers say it will be all right,
who could i trun to i ask will you be there,
because to many people around me acting like like they care,
but when i fell to the bottom of the obise,
not one person thought to give a shit,
i should have known better but i put my hope and trust,
had faith for a second but ended up geting fucked,
so who can save me from this miserable life i lead,
is that the light i see or am i simply to blind to beleaved!
